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| Subject: Poem By Me XD Tue Oct 05, 2010 9:18 am | |
| O.k so this is a poem i wrote not too long ago Title: Unrequited Love
As i find the day draws near The marker for my 18th year I think about you and our time spent So many mistakes of which i wish to repent Time tore us apart from one another Like two kids fighting by their mother How i wish our paths had not split so far apart Shattered into different worlds as pain wracked my heart The day finally came when our paths crossed once more I found you behind the counter at a local subway store Then and there i felt a smile crawl across my stiffened face If only you knew you were my saving grace The dull existence i had lived now seemed less bland After that one day my life seemed so grand But as my feelings were realised within my mind I saw that this life i had fallen for was not so kind As i felt these feelings well within me Of a kind i never thought would be My life had taught me many things through the years Most had been learnt through a cloud of tears Never trust, never open your heart to another The only love you need can come from your mother But still i ached to be held by you These feelings i realised to be true I had opened myself, my heart to you without knowing I struggled ot pretend, to stop these feelings from showing Convinced that i was not worthy to be by your side I continued to hide my way of life, continued to hide I felt that i was not meant to be loved by a man The examples in life that should have shown me i can Fell short, they left time and again Each time however i felt much less pain Now it happens, i do not care But if i think of you not being there I feel my eyes begin to water and my heart begin to ache These feelings of mine for you i know are not fake Noone else have i cared for so much that has not been blood As i heard that you were in love, my tears released as a flood Part of me was so happy for you As i cried i had no idea what to do I felt the courage begin to burn inside Acting while i could upon it i took a ride I told you how i felt, hoping it would help me deal My heart was broken and i needed help to heal You told me that you were sorry That you were full of worry Hoping you had not led me on someway I told you it was simply me, not knowing what to say My world was crumbling down my heart now resting in two The rare love i feel for you Was not and never would be felt for me Once again i had been shown that loved i would never be Hearing you say that friends we would remain Was the only thing that kept me sane I swallowed my pain so that i may be that friend Nothing would have hurt me more than for that to end But never can i seem to let myself forget Hearing you say you loved her and that your heart was set Even now when i look upon your face I fight to hide the feelings, not to show a trace Easier it might be, not to see or talk to you now But that is not an option that my heart would allow Being your friend means the world to me If that was to go, happy i would never be I wish that these feelings were not mine alone But these words are not to be carelessly thrown So never shall they be spoken, so our bond never shatters I will not bother you with them, your happiness is all that matters | |
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